32. Because because because because . . .

I've been recently assigned photographer and videographer of Blood Red Offroad, a company specialising in 4x4 equipment for japanese offroaders and is run by Dave Kerr (the chap in the second car passing in the video below)

View youtube video - Smile everyone!

Its a welcome break from work, and something i dont need that much energy or creativity for when posting videos... its just filming them i need to be in the right place at the right time!

I've recently aquired a new toy which should make future music creation a bit more interesting . . .

Annoyingly its not actually the one i wanted . . . but i cant be arsed to take it back. I'm too polite and british to do that.

The roadworks on my road are finished!!!

Wait wrong picture . . .

There we go... nope, it still looks shit doesn't it. This sort of describes the midlands quite well in my opinion. "Here's a good idea, now lets see how we can fuck it up . . ."

...aaaaand to finish off, here's some early sketches of my final project . . .

 . . . along with the closest thing to the final design.

More designs and offroad videos to come this weekend. Watch this space!

10. You're all fucking stupid and i hate you all.

If youre reading this, the title probably isnt refering to you. I'll get back to that.

This week has been odd. Especially since i've not posted anything onto here at all. I've been doing the now normally occuring thing of lying in bed and just thinking... doing nothing. I lay there thinking everything is hopeless even though at the same time i sort of know its not and that lying there isnt going to achieve anything.
Doesnt change anything though.
Sometimes i think about the dreams iv just had, some of which i remember so clearly and vividly (to the point of which i notice the inconsistencies and changes throughout the dream like someones car mysteriously changing from a mazda mx5 with a misfire to a ford fiesta driving away with the fuel filler pump still attatched and blowing up).
Im actually beginning to think controlling dreams is possible for some reason... it would be handy, as i cant seem to control my real life anyway!

Despite all this generally depressive mindset, i've done quite a few things this week.
I re-strung my guitar which... in open strings, sounds awesome. As soon as you hold a fret it all goes out of tune. I think the whole neck needs replacing :(

Also got my next keytar build started... but the guy at the workshop cut me the wrong thickness of wood despite specifically telling him the thinnest size, but nooooooooo...

Other than that, iv just been trying to cheer myself up by cheering my friends up. Hopefully it worked for them, it doesnt seem to have worked for me...

Probably because roadworks are still on my street being as noisy and irritating as ever. It should technically be a welcome tactic to get me out of bed but, as described earlier, nothing really does...

Oh and the title? Thats just directed at all the passers by who seem to think its a good idea to walk into me, give evils in return to me smiling, try to run me over in their cars and just generally dont listen to good advice, instruction or respond thankfully to a compliment.

Of course i cant leave out the 4 cunts in their shit little vauxhall shouting "oi terminator" to me while in my trenchcoat, to which i replied "wrong film!" to their bemusement.
If you're going to take the piss, at least get you're film trivia/insults right you illiterate morons.